Writing: A Dilemma

You know my whole stance of "being an epic writer and enriching the whole world through the written world" ....... yeah that one, not gonna happen. 

Well firstly from all my recent posts, you can naturally tell how much I've kept in touch with my writing_Not.

And yeah let's say that I can be pardoned for not updating my blog because I'm in college and no longer stuck in my room with my dog next to me, keeping me company.

but I can't even freaking get through an essay anymore!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and I used to love that sh#t!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'm pretty sure if this continues I will either go bold or put on like a gazillion pounds.

And I want to do this for a living?!?!?!?!?!?!?!

As if!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

As you can probably tell I am a wee bit stressed......... and I guess I just had to write about it. 

A Quick Catch Up On What Has Been Happening

Friend: "Ewwwww what is that one the floor?!?!?"

Me: "........................???"

Friend: "Did you like... spill something?"

Me: "Oh that, That's just my soul bleeding in to the carpet..."