Kill Me Heal Me: A totally one-sided band extremely partial Review

'I can't do it anymore!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I've held it in as long as I possibly can but I don't think I am physically capable of doing so anymore.

I think it's time.....It's time I finally came out of the closet.

Hold your horses, and let me elaborate....

For sometime now I've been a "closeted" K-Drama (Korean Drama) fan and yes I am aware that it completely negates my hell hath no fury attitude but what can I say I've probably got some 14 year old girl hormones buried deep down (which explains why I still like Edward Cullen) As you already know I've kept this pet peeve of my well hidden but then the unthinkable happened!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I stumbled upon what is undoubtedly the most-amazingly-remarkable drama of all time!!!!!!!

drum roll please...... (of course if you've already read the subject the suspense is gone)

Kill Me Heal Me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Warning:  This ® !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! is not a typo....It's just that I am genuinely ridiculously excited about this drama. Hence the coming out of the K-Drama closet.

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

It was released right at the beginning of the year (Jan 7^th  to be exact) and I wasn't really going to watch it, obviously since it's already the end of the year, but then it was recommended to me on YouTube and the rest as they say is history....

Its in short the story about this rich extremely handsome (again totally biased) businessman who suffers from multiple personality disorder and enlists the help of a first year medical student.

I got it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I finally got my braces!!!!!!!!!!!(mind you these exclamation point do not represent my joy but rather my horror) anyway as I was saying, the braces_ have finally arrived and staked its claim on my life.

There goes the 000000.1% chance I had of making out with someone (funny how that is where my mind jumps to huh?)

Anyway don't worry I am not going to scare your innocent little minds with any pictures of me. I am not that evil (nobody is)

In fact having braces has finally manage to make me the social recluse I have always suspected that I am. In fact I rarely ever step outside any more. Not that I ever did much Pre-braces either, but now at least I have an excuse for being a hermit.

And yes, I am well aware that there are people starving in the world and polar bears are extinct and here I am being completely superficial and complaining about having braces, which by the way my mother had to pay a butt load of money for.

But what can I say? The mind of a 19 year old girl is truly one scary place.....

Braces!!!

Braces!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Freaking braces!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I have to wear fudging braces for an entire freaking year!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I mean is it not enough that I am already 5’3 with no possibility of ever reaching the top shelf in a bookshop and like 0.0000001 percent away from being considered legally blind????????????????????? 

Noooooooooooooooooooooooooooo

Why stop there?

Add freaking braces to the list! That’ll be the icing on the cake! (and I can’t even eat cake)

Yeah thanks a lot universe, really appreciate it.

-_-

Personal Rant 04: The single life

“Don’t worry you’ll find a guy”

Arghhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!

I’ve had enough of it!

 Recently all I've ever heard is that freaking line. And I know if you’ve ever read any one of my previous posts this would sound hypocritical (what with me gushing about how cute one guy or another is) but for the love of that that’s holy is finding a “guy” all that there is to life?!?

So what that I'm 19 and single.

So what that the only kiss I've had was purely accidental. (It’s a long story but think Naruto and Sasuke and you'll get the picture)

So what that I haven’t ever been in a relationship?

(Okay when you say that out loud it sounds pretty pathetic)

But do people think that maybe, just maybe not everyone is looking to get hitched???

I'm 19 for Pete’s sake maybe I enjoy admiring cute guys from afar or fawning over movie stars on a daily basis or declaring my everlasting love for Naruto  (¬ definitely the most important)

 See???????????????

 My life’s good.

It’s epic.

So the next time someone says “don’t worry…” I might start throwing punches.

The Reunion...

My head hurts.

My legs are killing me.

And it feels like a crow crawled down my throat to lay eggs.

(I know not a pretty picture)

But what do all these tell you exactly?

It means I had one heck of a night yesterday.

(Oh not like that!!!!)

I finally had my long awaited reunion and I was dreading it to the extent that I didn’t want to go. But that’s the best thing about hanging out with friends you have known all your life….. Five seconds in, with all the squealing and hugging I was having the time of my life.

So what is it that we did that awarded such joy?

We danced.

And the Mount Everest of heels I was wearing didn’t stop me either (hence the sore legs now) let’s just say I am never doing that again…tennis shoes all the way!!!!!!!

And while I am not the one for idle chit-chat there is something truly great about catching up with your friends to talk about who looks lovely and who resemble a minivan.

It truly is one of life’s greatest joys.

And I even freaking posed for pictures!!!!!!!!!!!!!! And I hate pictures!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! That’s how much fun I was having!!!!!!

And no.

Before you ask, there was no alcohol or gun to my head that propelled me to smile at the camera I was truly having a blast.

Things got a bit sketchy toward the last few hours and I had to take my shoes off. But I am finally convinced that heels are one of Satan’s inventions to torture us poor-unsuspecting-souls.

But guess what?

Bear foot is an awesome way to dance!

Doesn’t it seem like all I did was dance? Sorry the throbbing in my head is making it hard for me to think/type.

But what’s better than dancing????

Naruto

Naruto

Naruto

Naruto

Naruto

Naruto

Naruto

Naruto

Naruto

Naruto

Naruto

Naruto

Naruto

Naruto

Naruto

Naruto

…………..sorry about that, couldn’t help myself.

Troye Sivan

Why have I not written you ask?????? Well you are probably not asking me anything but let me tell you any way….

So I discovered Troye Savon on YouTube (so I didn’t exactly “discover” him per say, it was more like I stumbled upon him)

 And he is just adorable!!!!

So what’s a girl got to do when she finds a cute you-tuber??????

……………………

Stalk him.

Dah!

And watch all his videos and anything else to do with him.

So yeah…I’ve been busy saving the world from global warming and stuff (emphasis on stuff)

P.S. be sure to check him out!!! Your family might not see you for a few days (because if you are like me then you’ll refuse to put your laptop down) but believe me when I tell you this, it’s worth it.

Personal Rant 03: Think Purple

It’s everyone’s favourite time of the month! Okay that sounded wrong…. Any way it’s time to unleash one of my personal rants to the unsuspecting citizens of this fair world.

So I want purple hair. I know that I am only one among the gazillion of people who has ever wanted purple hair, but is that so wrong? Huh ???????

Well don’t think so.

But my “friends” - being the morally upstanding citizens that they are - simply laughed in my face when I announced this.

Okay okay maybe “laughed in my face” is overstating things ( I do tend to exaggerate matters for dramatic flair) But there definitely was laughing and my face and in that general area…

What can I say 2+2…

So in instances like this what is a girl to do?

Let me tell you,

I'm going to go get a head full of purple and flaunt it! 

That’s what!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

*Cue evil laugh

Now it’s simply a matter of convincing my mother to let me do this….

Oh joy.