Kill Me Heal Me: A totally one-sided band extremely partial Review

'I can't do it anymore!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I've held it in as long as I possibly can but I don't think I am physically capable of doing so anymore.

I think it's time.....It's time I finally came out of the closet.

Hold your horses, and let me elaborate....

For sometime now I've been a "closeted" K-Drama (Korean Drama) fan and yes I am aware that it completely negates my hell hath no fury attitude but what can I say I've probably got some 14 year old girl hormones buried deep down (which explains why I still like Edward Cullen) As you already know I've kept this pet peeve of my well hidden but then the unthinkable happened!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I stumbled upon what is undoubtedly the most-amazingly-remarkable drama of all time!!!!!!!

drum roll please...... (of course if you've already read the subject the suspense is gone)

Kill Me Heal Me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Warning:  This ® !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! is not a typo....It's just that I am genuinely ridiculously excited about this drama. Hence the coming out of the K-Drama closet.

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

It was released right at the beginning of the year (Jan 7^th  to be exact) and I wasn't really going to watch it, obviously since it's already the end of the year, but then it was recommended to me on YouTube and the rest as they say is history....

Its in short the story about this rich extremely handsome (again totally biased) businessman who suffers from multiple personality disorder and enlists the help of a first year medical student.

I got it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I finally got my braces!!!!!!!!!!!(mind you these exclamation point do not represent my joy but rather my horror) anyway as I was saying, the braces_ have finally arrived and staked its claim on my life.

There goes the 000000.1% chance I had of making out with someone (funny how that is where my mind jumps to huh?)

Anyway don't worry I am not going to scare your innocent little minds with any pictures of me. I am not that evil (nobody is)

In fact having braces has finally manage to make me the social recluse I have always suspected that I am. In fact I rarely ever step outside any more. Not that I ever did much Pre-braces either, but now at least I have an excuse for being a hermit.

And yes, I am well aware that there are people starving in the world and polar bears are extinct and here I am being completely superficial and complaining about having braces, which by the way my mother had to pay a butt load of money for.

But what can I say? The mind of a 19 year old girl is truly one scary place.....

Braces!!!

Braces!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Freaking braces!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I have to wear fudging braces for an entire freaking year!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I mean is it not enough that I am already 5’3 with no possibility of ever reaching the top shelf in a bookshop and like 0.0000001 percent away from being considered legally blind????????????????????? 

Noooooooooooooooooooooooooooo

Why stop there?

Add freaking braces to the list! That’ll be the icing on the cake! (and I can’t even eat cake)

Yeah thanks a lot universe, really appreciate it.

-_-

Personal Rant 04: The single life

“Don’t worry you’ll find a guy”

Arghhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!

I’ve had enough of it!

 Recently all I've ever heard is that freaking line. And I know if you’ve ever read any one of my previous posts this would sound hypocritical (what with me gushing about how cute one guy or another is) but for the love of that that’s holy is finding a “guy” all that there is to life?!?

So what that I'm 19 and single.

So what that the only kiss I've had was purely accidental. (It’s a long story but think Naruto and Sasuke and you'll get the picture)

So what that I haven’t ever been in a relationship?

(Okay when you say that out loud it sounds pretty pathetic)

But do people think that maybe, just maybe not everyone is looking to get hitched???

I'm 19 for Pete’s sake maybe I enjoy admiring cute guys from afar or fawning over movie stars on a daily basis or declaring my everlasting love for Naruto  (¬ definitely the most important)

 See???????????????

 My life’s good.

It’s epic.

So the next time someone says “don’t worry…” I might start throwing punches.

The Reunion...

My head hurts.

My legs are killing me.

And it feels like a crow crawled down my throat to lay eggs.

(I know not a pretty picture)

But what do all these tell you exactly?

It means I had one heck of a night yesterday.

(Oh not like that!!!!)

I finally had my long awaited reunion and I was dreading it to the extent that I didn’t want to go. But that’s the best thing about hanging out with friends you have known all your life….. Five seconds in, with all the squealing and hugging I was having the time of my life.

So what is it that we did that awarded such joy?

We danced.

And the Mount Everest of heels I was wearing didn’t stop me either (hence the sore legs now) let’s just say I am never doing that again…tennis shoes all the way!!!!!!!

And while I am not the one for idle chit-chat there is something truly great about catching up with your friends to talk about who looks lovely and who resemble a minivan.

It truly is one of life’s greatest joys.

And I even freaking posed for pictures!!!!!!!!!!!!!! And I hate pictures!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! That’s how much fun I was having!!!!!!

And no.

Before you ask, there was no alcohol or gun to my head that propelled me to smile at the camera I was truly having a blast.

Things got a bit sketchy toward the last few hours and I had to take my shoes off. But I am finally convinced that heels are one of Satan’s inventions to torture us poor-unsuspecting-souls.

But guess what?

Bear foot is an awesome way to dance!

Doesn’t it seem like all I did was dance? Sorry the throbbing in my head is making it hard for me to think/type.

But what’s better than dancing????

Naruto

Naruto

Naruto

Naruto

Naruto

Naruto

Naruto

Naruto

Naruto

Naruto

Naruto

Naruto

Naruto

Naruto

Naruto

Naruto

…………..sorry about that, couldn’t help myself.

Troye Sivan

Why have I not written you ask?????? Well you are probably not asking me anything but let me tell you any way….

So I discovered Troye Savon on YouTube (so I didn’t exactly “discover” him per say, it was more like I stumbled upon him)

 And he is just adorable!!!!

So what’s a girl got to do when she finds a cute you-tuber??????

……………………

Stalk him.

Dah!

And watch all his videos and anything else to do with him.

So yeah…I’ve been busy saving the world from global warming and stuff (emphasis on stuff)

P.S. be sure to check him out!!! Your family might not see you for a few days (because if you are like me then you’ll refuse to put your laptop down) but believe me when I tell you this, it’s worth it.

Personal Rant 03: Think Purple

It’s everyone’s favourite time of the month! Okay that sounded wrong…. Any way it’s time to unleash one of my personal rants to the unsuspecting citizens of this fair world.

So I want purple hair. I know that I am only one among the gazillion of people who has ever wanted purple hair, but is that so wrong? Huh ???????

Well don’t think so.

But my “friends” - being the morally upstanding citizens that they are - simply laughed in my face when I announced this.

Okay okay maybe “laughed in my face” is overstating things ( I do tend to exaggerate matters for dramatic flair) But there definitely was laughing and my face and in that general area…

What can I say 2+2…

So in instances like this what is a girl to do?

Let me tell you,

I'm going to go get a head full of purple and flaunt it! 

That’s what!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

*Cue evil laugh

Now it’s simply a matter of convincing my mother to let me do this….

Oh joy. 

Movie Review: Hotel Transylvania 2

First off, sequels in animated movies tend to never live up to our expectations and this time around I am here to let you that, that is most certainly not the case!

I mean when you say Adam Sandler obviously you think funny, but this just blew my mind. It was hilarious!!!!!!
And to top it of the best part of it all was the Fifth Harmony soundtrack.

I am most definitely not a Fifth Harmony fan. The total time I have allocated towards listening to their songs in all my life would amount to less than five minutes. But there's something about five monsters belting it out to Fifth Harmony's "Worth It" that brings a whole new light in to the situation. Long story short, it is now with out a doubt......

THE BEST SONG EVER!!!!!

And is it me or did Dracula's accent get a whole lot funnier? And the jokes got way funnier too.

Without ruining the plot let me just brief you on the specifics,

-Mavis had a son.

-And Drac's pretty adamant in making sure that the kid is a "proper" monster.

So how do you know that a movie is great? It's when the credits roll on and your stomach still aches from laughing too much...

...Well in that case this was most definitely, worth it.

Reunions

What is it about reunions that bring out the worst in mankind????????

Now you must have noticed that I am not your typical pink and lace and tooth fairies kinda girl (if that even is a thing....) In fact I am the complete bloody opposite of that! But ever since I heard about my high school reunion, if you can even call it that since it hasn't even been a 3 months since I graduated but anyway, as I was saying all I could think of is_

Holy cow I'm fat!!!!!!!!!

Oh humanity, let's pray that there is still hope for you somewhere out there.........

Exams: The aftermath

So I had my IDB exams…you know the one that goes with that god awful assignment? Yep that’s the one!

Calm down calm down if everything went smoothly I wouldn’t have to blog about it. Plus the day I actually manage to do something without colossally blotching it up at the same time is the day that Yoda starts talking in active voice.

• First my calculator didn’t work and of course I had Business Mathematics – which is basically a fancy way of saying I had a regular maths paper (yey me!) but I got to borrow my sisters one, so my panic attack lasted for about 30 seconds or so.

• And of course it wouldn’t be me if I actually read the time table like a proper human being and GOT THE FREAKING TIME OF THE EXAM CORRECTLY…long story short I ended up thirty minutes late for the paper….p.s. I got the location wrong as well and had to run from one building to another, which also contributed to the 30 minutes mentioned above_ like I said, long story.

But that turned out to be fine as well since I ended up finishing the paper an hour early anyway….

• To top it all off I forgot to take my I.D…TO A PUBLIC EXAM!!!!!! and had to spend about 20 minutes before and during each paper explainig why moi a student from Kandy could not go back and bring my I.D. for the next paper since the exams were in Colombo and my wallet was in my nightstand drawer back in Kandy… oh why oh why do I do this to myself???

Any way I was able to escape from that little pickle by calling the back and getting my I.D. number and all (of course I don’t remember my I.D. number…have you met me?)

At least I think it’s been resolved… I’ll let you know in two months when all my friends get there results and I get a form that says:

 

Too stupid to bring identification card so we couldn’t possibly have bothered.

Exams: The joy -_-

Heya ma peepes, so I'm in Colombo for my exams for the next two days and well surprise surprise it’s going to be hell… I wonder why I despise studying so much… maybe because I try to cram in too much in to a small window of time (yey me!!!!!!!!!)

And knowing how easily I'm distracted I decided to leave behind my books and music and any sort of item that would allow me an iota of enjoyment so that all I will be able to do is study.

Buuuut guess what? Turns out I'm way too smart for my own good so instead of studying here I am blogging……..

Kids…………….learn from me.

THE SWORD OF TRUTH: WIZARD'S FIRST RULE

Finally finally read the sword of truth!!! I am fully aware that I am a couple years too late to jump on the sword of truth band wagon. But hey nobody’s perfect.

Can you believe that somebody actually had to recommend the book to me?!?! As if a fellow sci-fi enthusiast could have survived for eight…oops nineteen years without discovering Terry Goodkind!

Yeesh I'm losing my touch.

Anyway if you have an inkling of my personality down by now this will come as no surprise…

I looooooooooooooved it!

So the story takes place in a mythical world that is full of magic… well part of it is anyway and the protagonist is from the part that isn’t. Richard is a woods guide (which is magical fantasy novel lingo for tour guide) and he’s been venturing deep in to the forest ever since the brutal murder of his father in order to find out any possible leads. 

It’s during one of these strolls that he runs in to Kahlan, who is followed by some questionable individuals. After the daring rescue Kahlan explains to Richard that she is from the Midlands (a magical part of the world) and she is here in Westland (the non-magical part of the world) in search of the great wizard who had gone in to hiding long ago.

Soon after the plot of the story - which is basically how the evil Darkn Rahul from  d’Haara (another magical place) plans to enslave all of mankind – is revealed. And what is a smart good looking protagonist to do when a girl tells him such a horrifying story?????

He decides to help her.

If you haven’t read the sword of truth yet I suggest you do ASAP. I already feel like the biggest moron on the face of this planet for not knowing about this sooner.

You know how when you are done with a book and you’re happy that everyone finally got what they had been searching for and now happily ever after was finally within their grasp? But at the same time you are also kinda sad about finishing the story and kinda feel like you have nothing else to do in life???  Anybody?

Nobody?

Just me then….humph.

Well you don’t have to worry about that because there is an astounding sixteen sequels to the sword of truth (though some of them maybe prequels I think) basically what I am trying to say is that I am going to be pretty busy for some time.

Geronimo!

I think I have finally become a proper geek! Okay let me rephrase that. I mean I have always been a geek. Star Wars, Lord of the Rings I love it! Every single second of it.

And now add Doctor Who to it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

It is quite frankly freaking awesome!

I mean the first season was a bit iffy but after that it was...well brilliant actually.

I just finished season 6 like 2.5 seconds ago and I've got a ridiculous grin on my face (which is never a good sign now is it?)

Matt Smith is frankly remarkable.

Best doctor ever!!!!!!!!!!!

The guy says Geronimo for Pete sake! How can you not fall for the guy?!?!

And don't get me started on the bow ties...Ah-dorable!

I’m kinda dreading season 7 because I know he’ll be done after that and I don’t think my heart can take it…….

And Amy Pond is by far the best companion ever!!!!!!

What’s up with these companions btw? I mean one minute the doctor is like braving an entire fleet of Daleks to make sure they make it back to dinner on time, and the next minute they’re yesterday’s news.

And Riversong!!!! Don’t get me started on her…loooove her! I know she’s going to end up stuck in a library database and all (crappiest ending ever!!!) and I told myself not to get attached but I couldn’t help it, she’s…. well she’s hell in high heels hehe….

So shout out to the geeks, would-be-geeks and regular mortals out there…watch Doctor Who you’re definitely missing out!!!!!

Thanx For 2

Anybody Know what is o special about today?

Anybody???

Hellooooooo?!?!

Well allow me to enlighten you apart from it being the 9th of November and thus being my birthday and me turning the being 19 which means that I am all the more closer to my inevitable death...yeeeesh that took a turn for the dark.

What I am trying to say is that 2 years ago today I started this blog .... well for no particular reason actually. I just wanted to voice the millions of thoughts jumbled up in my head and while I my not be a hot-shot-super-duper blogging aficionado I really do love it.

As you may have (or may not have) noticed I've been writing more frequently these days and that because this blog has sort of become a journal for me...... 

So apart from me being forced to face my own dwindling mortality I also want to say thank you.

Thank you for the past 2 years.

Thank you for putting up with my endless babble that almost always never makes sense.

And I am perfectly aware that I am simple expressing my gratitude to know one it particular (what with me having zero followers and all) but none the less......

Thank You.

Just one of those days....

I had  felt sooooooo sooooooooooooo sooooooooooooo very happy just moment ago.... why? because i just received a spam mail. No, I am not usual joyful when I read about vacuum prices in the current economy (which is basically the kind of junk mail I do receive) just for a moment_ a tiny millionth of a second I thought someone had actually left a comment!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Well no such luck.

It turned out to be a mail on telephone directories, at least I didn't have to read about vacuums, so there's that.

Oh my god! I'm complaining about how no one ever reads my blog, on my blog!!!!!

Goodbye any prospects of getting followers in the future!

You were almost (well not almost more like definitely..but anyway) non-existent, but I still loved you!

Yeeeesh I sound depressing.

 I finally handed over my assignment (remember the one with the ridiculous questions?) so basically I haven't slept for over 42 hours and instead of finally going to sleep my ever-so-frighteningly-"unique"-mind thought, "Hey! Why don't I go blog about this? Because I'm sure people want to listen to the rabid ravings of a sleep deprived lunatic at one in the morning!"

World I will do you all a favor and stop typing...please don't go away.......

p.s you might have noticed_okay, so you probably didn't notice but I may have gone way over board with my commas and exclamation points this time. Well there is a reason for that... other than the lack of sleep and the screaming voices inside my head of course.

When i was reading the Assignment Specifications_ doesn't it seem like my life revolves around assignments? It said, 'be mind full of you punctuation marks' (well something along those lines) now I that's all I can think about!!!!!!!!

See????????

Argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!

@#$^&*&^%$#!?@#$%^&*()_?{:>

A substitute for Coffee?!?! Is that even Possible?

I DID IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!_ Whoa now, hey! Get your mind out of the gutter. I did not mean that.

I have finally answered the question that mankind has been asking since the dawn of civilization….the question that will help us understand the secrets behind the universe…

How to stay awake through the night with caffeine???

As a student just about to enter college I have looked up in to the stars and ask, a hundred billion times_ nay a hundred gazillion time, and each time I was met with a resounding silence.

I know what you are thinking…

What on earth could be better than coffee?!?

And yes my fellow humans I agree with you, there truly is nothing better than caffeine. For it is as close as us mere mortals will ever come to tasting ambrosia of the gods… but fear not for I have finally found the solution. For someone like me who is forbidden from ever indulging in another cup of coffee I have - through much pondering – arrived at solution…

H₂o

*Cue gasp

Hold your horses and let me explain.

Yep this simple matter of drinking water is the solution to everything! The doctors were right all long. Who knew?

But it isn’t your regular sissy drinking. You just have to keep drinking through the night do that every time you think about your pillow you have to go pee and by about the 12 time or so you wouldn’t even remember what coffee smells like.

Simple and efficient

And world….. You’re welcome.

  

Personal Rant 02: Questions

Why oh why on earth do “people” have to pose questions in the most complicated way possible? Why huh?!?!? Do “they” like to see us struggle just to get through each sentence? Is that it? Is that the reason they wake up each morning, just so that I can just a brain aneurysm?!?!

On that cheerful note let us begin another one of my cheerful rants shall we?. Now that it’s October it’s just that time of year to hand over my assignments. And knowing me, I have of course left everything till the last second. Why you ask? Because procrastinating isn’t simply a word for me, it is the ultimate principle in which I live my life by T^T

So anyway, as you can probably guess I’ve got a whole load of stuff to do and not a lot of time to do it in. So here I sit, its 4 in the morning, the bags under my eyes look more like the craters of the moon than dark circles and I am carefully going through my case study with whatever little amount of patience I have (which is a very dismal amount) and so far it’s looking quite good. I mean it’s not easy or anything but then everyone would pass if it was a piece of cake, nonetheless being the hardworking student that I am (self-esteem boost) I keep reading…. until I get to the questions….. and that is when - my dear avid readers - all hell breaks loose… dud...dud...duh…

It is complete and utter – pardon my French – crap! Do “they” (and by “they” I mean the unknown entities that test these questions) pore over dozens of moldy old library books just so they could find the most incomprehensible method possible to pose a question? I could almost see some old geezer looking through his bifocals and finding some ridiculous word and going all (please use a British accent when reading the following) “They’ll get a jolly ol’ kick out of this one heehee…heee”

Well I sure as hell did…and the worst part is that the questions itself aren’t earth-shatteringly difficult, they are quite simple actually. It just takes a couple billion hours to decipher the questions and for people like me (the procrastinators) who have a very small window to finish, it’s simply torture.

And I know what all of you are thinking… if you have time to come and blog (aka complain) about this I’m sure you can find time to complete your assignment.

Well guess what???

 You are absolutely right.

So I’m off, back to the glamorous world of word counts, deadlines and questions…such glorious questions…

13 REASONS WHY

Okay so I guess you can call this a book review of sorts ….and I know in the past I have mentioned a few movies I’ve watched and some books I’ve read and how awesome they were… or not, but this time I want to give this reviewing thing a serious try. The kind of review you would get if you googled about this book. So here I go…

Okay so 13 Reasons Why by Jay Asher, I’m sure it is an international best seller or something (I should probably know about these things if I want to give an in depth analysis of the book) but in all honesty the sole reason that I even happened upon this book is because my sister mentioned it to me. First of all let me tell you a little thing about me as much as I love reading I hate it went books lack a good flow to it. And what I mean by that is that when you read a book inside your head the story should just flow from page to page rather than having to force each word out. Which in this case it was and might i had the language was perfect to top it off.

I don’t know how much of the story I should give away without ruining the plot but basically the story is about this girl Hannah Baker who commits suicide and leaves behind a set of tapes stating 13 reasons (or actually blaming 13 people) why she decided to do what she did. The protagonist Clay Jensen is one of these people mentioned in the tapes, and the novel covers the length of time taken for Clay to listen to Hannah’s tapes.

I think I might have given away too much… or maybe I haven’t. Frankly I don’t know what kind of genre this even fits in to …young adult…. But that’s about it.

As we get to listen to Hannah talk about her story we also get to listen to how Clay reacts to it which by far my favorite part of it. Because it’s written in such a way that even though Clay is listening to a prerecorded tale of events and that Hannah is long gone, him thinking things through as she continues her side of the story sort of leaves the impression of a conversation happening among these two.  

There are these moments when to each phrase Hannah utters Clay would say something and that conversation would just flow through pages and before you know it it’s already 3 o’clock in the morning and you’ve been reading for hours…which is basically the best compliment you can give a book.

Hence it goes without saying that the author has done one hell of a job writing this novel. And as far as book reviews go I recommend this as a must read book for all you young adult out there.

THE 10TH DAY OF THE 10TH MONTH

Okay people the day is finally here!!!!!!! What day you ask? Why it is only the most spectacularly-unbelievably-epicly-awesome day ever (boy that's a lot of adjectives) that's what!!!!!!! October 10th, out of 365 days, the day that undeniably (in my opinion anyway) outshines the rest, the day five nations allied to together against a common enemy, the day two loving parents sacrificed themselves for their son, the day a nine-tailed fox threw a hellish temper tantrum..... and the day Uzumaki Naruto was born.

Had you going there for a bit didn't I? It was quite a bit poetic if I do say so myself... hehe. I have no idea whether it was in fact on the 10th of October that Masashi Kishimoto actually came up with the premise of Naruto or whether its just a day that he picked out at random. Whatever the case maybe one thing is certain, and that is that today has become a very important day I will cherish for as long as I live.

From that heavy load of sentimentality I'm sure you might have already guessed that I have indeed finished reading the manga. FINALLY!!!!! But I am not going to go in to that just yet as the wounds are still fresh and I might end up a blubbering mess....again.

Anyway my sole purpose of writing this is simply to show my gratitude in being able to read something as wonderful as Naruto. So thank you Mr. Kishimoto for introducing Naruto to us.

And of course to say.............

                                       HAPPY BIRTHDAY NARUTO!    

.............and what better way to celebrate than with a bowl full of ramen.

AMV Naruto The Last | Naruto

Megan Batoon Choreography | KEEP IT 100

Personal Rant 01 : Can somebody tell me?....Anybody?

      Once again I am faced with the situation of having to apologize to all of you out there (which I am starting to think is nobody =[ ) and I could give my usual excuse of being swamped in a but load of assignments and exams - which is all very true - but basically all my time has been dedicated towards reading the Naruto Manga. Now don't get me wrong I have been a devoted fan since '08 - which is when cartoon network started airing Naruto_ the first time. But I haven't really gotten around to reading the manga since then, and kinda stuck with the anime instead.But now that the manga finally ended - which to say the least broke my heart in to a gazillion pieces (somewhere in my very confused head I always pictured that I would be about 60 years old and still watching Naruto, not that that is not going to happen anyway, but it would have to be reruns)

         Anyway the point of me breaking my self imposed exile is to ponder on the fact hat I happen to eat a few biscuits today after about 3.5 months (well for those of you who don't know - which is pretty much all of you - me I happen to be allergic to flour so things like bread, patisseries, cake, biscuits,pie are a big no no and anything and everything fried or cheese... so yey me....

       What happens if I eat them you ask? Well I get this unimaginable stomach which may or may not lead up to me passing out some times which is at times followed by puking my guts out or having to spend the entire weekend locked in the toilet (if you get my drift) So today i happen to simply pass out in the shower (so far that is) so while I'm lying in bed waiting for my stomach to torturing me to death and since this hasn't happened in about 3,5 months as mentioned before - I was being very good on account of my exams but there is only so much self control a person can have - I thought, "Hey why don't I blog about this!" And voila! here we are...
   
      So as my first ever personal rant come to a close i leave you with this; Has anyone ever heard about this sorta allergy or know someone who is suffering my plight? If you do please, phu-lease leave a comment. Anybody???........

                                       

Be The Change You Want To See In The World

 Is it depression that makes me want to rip out all my hair of am i just suicidal?

 Let me take it back a few notches i just finishes watching Prison Break (and yes I am aware that I am about a decade late in doing so) As you fellow Prison Break enthusiasts out there are fully aware it was_ extraordinary and then came the last few episodes.... 

                                                      
 Oh why oh why did they have to kill Michael Scofield off?!?!?!??!!?! I mean when you have blue eyes Greek god like Wentworth Miller YOU DON'T JUST KILL HIM OFF!!!! That's like Newton's first law or something "Thou shan't kill hotties" shall not  (emphasis on the or something)

 Now here I am bawling my eyes out so much so that i am pretty sure they have permanently shrunk.The last time I cried like this was when Sasuke almost died on the bridge during their first mission (What??? it was in the beginning i really did think Haku killed him)

 And now here I am nearly a decade later (Michael dies in 2005 just FYI) pondering on all that is wrong with the world...