Reconnected......duh..duh...duhaa!!!!

Okaaaaay, so I know that it has been a really long time since I've graced the world with my awesome presence (the virtual world that is, otherwise I'd be dead....moving on) And I'm really really sorry about that and I promise that it will not happen again. Honestly I had my exams so I haven't been all that good, not that I'm trying to give any excuse (but you do have to admit that as far as excuses go, that's a darn good one) Well nonetheless I solemnly swear not to drop off the grid like that again.

Troubled

So does any of you suffer from stomach aches????????? 'cause I do. And it ain't your garden variety pain either....it's more of a soul crushing gut wrenching excruciating torture session that i have to go through almost everyday in my life.

And yes right now I am trying my very best to type whatever it is that I am typing without withering in pain (and no, I am not exaggerating...I really wish I was)


You know when you hear a song for the first time and you feel all exhilarated and almost euphoric? And that feeling lasts for sometime, but sooner or later you do get tired of it and then on day all of a sudden when you hear it in the radio all you can think about is, "not again!" and you leap to change the station?

Well my stomach ache is kinda the same (okay maybe not exactly the same.... but the general guidelines apply)
In the begin everyone was very worried and concerned but since I've been living with a constant pain for more than three years now (give or take a few days..) correspondingly nobody give a damn (to be quite frank)

Okay I sincerely apologize for sounding so bitter but since I am in sooo sooo very much pain right now and since it look me about 50 minutes to do this post I think I'm allowed a little lead way............

catch-up

So I haven't written in a while and i am not too joyful about that. I can not believe that it has bee...wait a sec ...how long has it really been? well, none the less I feel darn rotten.

So a whole lot has happened since I last tuned in (so to speak) For an instance the exams are right around the corner.and I am not talking about your everyday measly term test. No, THE exams are right around the corner ( might be a reason for be being in the down low...hehe...) and yes I am aware that excuses don't really change anything but, as far as excuses go I'd say that, that's pretty good.

Well apart from that very elevating thought....i watched Thor: The Dark World today and I should its pretty damn awesome. I mean it"s an improvement from the first movie (which is exactly how prequels should be like) And it's way way better than avengers (awww common! I love avengers but anyone with half a brain should realize that it was kind of a major disappointment)Back to my point...which is, that Thor was awesomeee-and-then some.

Okay so speaking of movies ...I watched this one called LONE SURVIVOR a few days back and I know I say this quite a lot but, man was that the best movie ever of what!!!!! It's about four soldiers who get trapped in Afghanistan when their mission goes wrong (True story btw..) and well you can guess the rest. Anyway it is one of the greatest movies I have ever watched and i have watched quite a few in my day (hehe...)

So moving in from movies ...school basically a bore since it's all about exams and all its glory, don't get me wrong I want to ace the exams so I can get in to a good college (OXFORD!!!!!!!) but the continuous talk of tests can drag a person down.But since I joined the school news paper I've been having quite a bit of fun (and yes, writing about stuff does fall under fun)

I almost forgot ..we're doing this drama in school and guess what I am??? You couldn't even if you had a gazillion years...well I'm a dead body!!! (and no I ain't kidding, I wish I was...)that's not even the best part - I'm not technically dead, I'm just a model playing dead (don't ask me why I haven;t figured it out either) So basically i just have to literally play dead...............

Okay so writ down I can bearly keep my eyes open so I am doing to hit the hay (hehe..) but I promise it won't take such a long time to hear from me again......zzzzzzzZZZZZZZ.

inspiring

Okay sooo I know I have been a bit under the radar recently......would you believe it if I said it was school? (funny how most of my expenses seem to center around school huh???) Well  I was researching a few papers online for a report I had to do (and know of course I didn't copy...so technically that wouldn't be cheating now would it?) ...anyway as I was saying, during my honest-none-cheating-Internet-search I found this really awesome essay that I thought of sharing it with you....

So I am not all that positive who the credit for this inspiring piece goes to but since it is both ethically and legally wrong to simple dangle someone Else's work before the world, with them ever knowing about it, and for the sake of personal gratification I shall simply mention that this is from teenink.com by AsIAm (so please....if you are reading this, don't sue)

Well enjoy! I guess.And I hope it leaves you thinking for awhile.............

 We need more crazy people in the world. :) 

I want to be crazy. 

I want to go around at night giving socks to the homeless. I want to stick Post-it notes on public mirrors telling people they are beautiful. I want to give toys to kids who have none. I want to make old people feel young again. 

I want to whisper in a guy's ear that the girl on the other side of the room has been watching him all night and he should go talk to her. I want to show the goths and the emos the sunlight in their lives. I want to pay for the guy behind me at McDonald's.

I want to salute a soldier as he walks by. I want to smile at a stranger. I want to buy a random sad-looking person some ice cream. I want to walk up to a homeless man, tell him he won the lottery, and give him a thousand dollars. I want to dance in my pjs singing into a hairbrush in front of a giant crowd, just to make one person laugh.

I want to burst into song while walking the dogs, because it is amazing to be alive. I want to compliment someone nobody notices. I want to give a struggling single mom a makeover. I want to throw money over my head so when people walk where I've been, they feel like the luckiest person in the world. I want to blow up a thousand balloons and let them go in an office building.

I want to see a girl with a disability and drop everything to run to her and tell her she is the most beautiful person in the world. I want to draw a giant rainbow in a school parking lot. I want to stick notes in people's lockers telling them just what they need to hear. I want to show a cranky old man some love.

I want to make a fool of myself, just for the smiles of others. I want to be crazy like that.

Completely. Utterly. Insane.

2014

Okay so…it’s a whole new year and it’s time  to forget about all the fun you had during the holiday and suck it up and look forward to yet another glorious semester of ever-so-interesting lessons, lessons and other related activities!....yeah right. No amount of persuading is ever gonna make look forward to the excruciating, monotonous routine that is school life.

And on that joy full note is wish all of you out there an awesome new year and I sincerely hope that school isn't   the highlight of your year. So does anybody have any New Year resolutions? I’m not trying to be a major looser and make a big deal out of resolutions but I thought it would be cool to make up your mind and try something new in the spirit of 2014 (or give up something bad…either choice is acceptable) Now now don’t go around making a big deal out of nothing.

You see me personally, I am all about making gigantic plans for almost everything I do, but I hardly ever follow through on any of it. But New Year resolutions are something that I seem to handle quite well. One time I made up my mind to be vegetarian, and I have been one for almost four years now (I’m quite a bit proud about that one)

So this year i need to go swimming. Yes, I know it isn't as righteous as being a vegetarian but I haven’t seen the inside of a pool (so to speak) for almost five years now (okay scratch that, it’s been more that five years) So basically I really really wanna swim and I’m not talking about a casual dip in the water either. I wanna be able to swim at least ten laps each day for the foreseeable future (too much?) Well it’s not like I’m asking for a pool or anything…just the chance to swim …a lot. Anyway I've got 359 days to figure out how to make this happen before my resolution wears of…

Apart from the talk on the New year, which I am aware that I am six days too late, none the less, today was the first day of school ( did I already mentioned that?)Well anyway, as far as school days go to day was kinda of alright (unless you don’t count that fact that I was staring at the clock in order to propel the arms to move faster toward two o’clock that it) Of course I was cursing my entire existence and every single person who ever contributed toward education to the depths of tartarus this morning, but, other than that I would like to say I handled the end of the holidays and that beginning of what would be six uninterrupted months of strenuous torture (AKA studying) quite well….

on a brighter note i did make it home...of course the fact that i have to do it all again is whole other issue entire but as i said before I'm more of a "glass half full" kinda person myself, but since I've done it for exactly twelve years now, I'm sure i can find it in myself to keep going on. and of course the fact that i have an whole virtual community to complain and whine about doesn't hurt either....